Something we do at our church is an open gym for younger kids! So today was that day. bela had so much she brought her  bike and having so much fun! She also is seeming kinda interested in one of the boys they hold hands and give each other hugs it’s super cute! I feel blessed that we have a place where she can play and not have to worry about the kids really getting in trouble.

Im getting very excited next weekend I get to go to a womens retreat  so rob gets to have the kids all to his lonesome ( He’s going to his mom he will get some help) so pray for me to learn a lot and be okay without my babies!

It’s been tough and kinda emotional  looking for house.  We keep putting offers in the house either gets a higher bid, not fha approved or already sold.   So I keep praying to God why not yet?  I really wanted to be in one before mateo came and that didn’t come… But God had a better plan!  ( we had the support when Mateo was in the hospital!)  And So I have come to realize God has the house  picked out for us already, We just need to be patient!   I’ve been reading some scripture’s that really ecoured that today!
“ IF you ask anything in my name I will do it.”  John 14:14

How encouraging especially since he calls for us to ask for anything, Nothing is to small or big!

So just keep praying that we don’t loose track that God has a plan for our home!

This past week my uncle from Scotland called up and gave us the news that my Grandpa(mom’s side) has lung cancer.  So far the doctors aren’t telling much, but they said that he can’t get any sort of treatment. 

So please pray for him that he doesn’t have to deal with too much pain. And also pray for my mom and myself, because it is so hard being stateside and not being able to go see him. 
Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers!

It has been long a but blessed month.  With mateo being the hospital for the first two weeks of  his life I didn’t relieze it  until I saw today’s date that he has been alive for one month!

I have been blessed with so much support from people,  first of all my parents helped out with Bela sooooooo much and I can’t even describe how thankful  I am for them.  Then for the first week that I was home a lone with the two kiddos our church arranged meals to be brought to me help lighten the load!  I am so thankful for all who have prayed for all of family too!

Bela has been a rock star helper! She is helping get diapers and she talks to mateo when he is upset!  She really is enjoying her role as big sister! And Mateo Is a healthy baby doing the normal Eating , sleeping, pooping.

 I’m having trouble with waiting. It feels like Im waiting  on so much! Waiting for the perfect house for us and waiting for that day I get to see my baby boy look at me! With my emotions all array it makes it hard at times so please pray for that patience for me!  I know the Lord God will provide everything in his time so I really need not worry, but I am human so sometimes the worry of timing does come lurking around.